I went by checking on some friends' pictures on Facebook. Just a minute ago. I realized that I've missed so many activities, gatherings and hang out sessions. All the fun that they have now, I am no longer part of it.
I'm not one of them even though I am still an element of the matrices.
I also went through all the photos that were taken when I was one of them. All the crazy nights, crazy jokes, laughters, great visits, awesome rides and a whole bunch of other experience. Those were the days, where my laughters were genuine, the friendships were so strong, the sacrifices were so big and the amount of happiness were pretty much amusing.
A part of me, is wishing, for that moment to come again. At least, once.
But who am I kidding? That's never gonna happen.
I'm a different person now. At least, that's what all of them thought of me.
No point of changing it.
