Sometimes, romantic relationship brings bigger damages to the people who are in it than to the people who don't have anyone to celebrate Valentine's with.
For those who beg to differ, let me guess.
You must have just started the relationship for 4 months. Tops! Or you are just too idiot to realize my fact.
I'm telling this here because when I'm with my other half, I'm fucking happy. But when I'm alone, I'm damaged inside. I'll start to think about what I could've achieve or what I could've done if he's not like this, or like that, How happy I could be if he is still who he was when we first met. So, take note here. Don't take too much burden on being so picky on choosing the right one or talk so much on how great your lover is especially if your relationship is still new. Because no matter how he or she is now, later, when you guys are stable as a couple, things will change.
Oh my god, I'm in a committed relationship. But look! All the thing that I've been saying so far, are totally about criticizing.
But! Here's a big BUT!
The bonus point is, when I'm happy, I genuinely happy.
That's relationship. The holy cycle of relationship and I went through with it. I'm glad that I'm still strong to be in my own relationship. Because I love what I have with him.
For what it's worth, I love you baby. I love you too much.
